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Becca
23
In love with piratepan
Vegetarian
Three corn snakes
& One cat named Pyrit
The midwest is my home
Good morning & happy Monday! I’m already at work for the day and have some caffeine in my system so I’m ready to face this Monday. Dont wait for tomorrow to make things happen, the beginning of a new week is a perfect excuse to get motivated. I hope everyone has a great start to their day & week. #motivationmonday #inspiration #positivepeople #goodvibes

Good morning & happy Monday! I’m already at work for the day and have some caffeine in my system so I’m ready to face this Monday. Dont wait for tomorrow to make things happen, the beginning of a new week is a perfect excuse to get motivated. I hope everyone has a great start to their day & week. #motivationmonday #inspiration #positivepeople #goodvibes

A beautiful salad on this beautiful Sunday. 😙💨💕

A beautiful salad on this beautiful Sunday. 😙💨💕

I bought this set with my last paycheck, and I watched them both today! It came with a super cool booklet too that I have to check out still, but all of it for only 10 bucks at Walmart! Such good movies, they never get old, and the one-liners kill me. 👻😈👌😂 #ghostbusters #whoyagonnacall #latergram

I bought this set with my last paycheck, and I watched them both today! It came with a super cool booklet too that I have to check out still, but all of it for only 10 bucks at Walmart! Such good movies, they never get old, and the one-liners kill me. 👻😈👌😂 #ghostbusters #whoyagonnacall #latergram

Casey’s is always a good choice. #latergram #caseyspizza #pizzalife

Casey’s is always a good choice. #latergram #caseyspizza #pizzalife

Work hard//Go far #motivation #inspiration #positivepeople #goodvibes #workhard

Work hard//Go far #motivation #inspiration #positivepeople #goodvibes #workhard

A rough weekend followed by a rough Monday, both rough for different reasons. For those of you who don’t know, my brother is currently locked up, as he has been for a while now. And this isn’t his first time, but nonetheless. His 25th birthday was Saturday, and I haven’t been really able to be in touch lately. He’s moving between a few places right now so its difficult to write. So I feel terrible & all I want to do is talk to him and see him. Hug him. Say happy birthday but I can’t. I feel so horrible that he’s in there alone and I can’t even do anything for him for his birthday at all.
And Sunday, well Sunday was the 3rd anniversary of my Cousin Emily’s death. Again, not sure who all knows, but she was 14 and died of a blood clot in her brain. Collapsed on the way home from a friends, wasn’t found for 45 minutes and it was pretty much too late by then. I miss her so much, and think of her all the time. She was such a happy & sweet, smart girl that the world didn’t need to lose. And she was so loved. When I tell you that there was a line through the funeral home & out the door all day long, I am not exaggerating. I can’t imagine all the lives she’s touched.
I’m dealing with all of this by trying not to. That’s bad but…I don’t know how else to deal right now.